Quote o' D day

"I know I'm young,

but if I had to choose

between her or the sun,

I'd be one nocturnal son of a gun."

Gymclass Heros Cupids Chokehold - As Cruel as School Children

American Idiot

Okay, so I know that everyother person that watches America Idol is probably going to write about this in their blog/myspace/xanga, but you know what? So am I. Let me first start by saying that I love what Simon had to offer when Ryan asked him what happened, "I don't know, they had the volume down?" I have to say that I love Simon, and he rarely has something to say that I do not agree with; I may not agree with how he says it though.

I'll start with Sanjaya. I really don't think most of the biggoted comments about him are correct at all. I think it has nothing to do with his race and everything to do with his cutie pie looks and young age. As for the other girl ( I can't remember her name, obviously) I just dont' know what happened there. She's not cute, and her voice is so nasily and twangy its gross, and I like country music. Folks, there is only one Carrie Underwood!

Weekend

This weekend was really nice and much better than last weekend for sure! Unnamed g/f and I slept in on Saturday. Then we got up and went to breakfast at Crakerbarrel. Then we were off to the mall. I needed pants so much; I had one pair that I like and are comfortable for me. So we spent a few hours at the mall; we had a lot of fun just browsing and trying on funny hats and stuff. Of coarse, she had fun making me try on clothes and seeing what she likes on me. We apparently are going to get me more clothes when we have some spare mula. That should be fun. Saturday was our 11 month anniversary; I am glad we had a good day.

Sunday, we went to see her mom who went to the hospitial on Saturday night. Nothing to serious though. So we spent a few hours there with her. Then we went and rented a few movies and got KFC for dinner. We watched The Quiet. I guess it was not to bad-although it was kind of wierd. About a young girl still in high school who's father dies, and she goes to live with friends of the family. The girl,Dot, is deaf-she is shy and keeps to herself. The daughter of the family, Nina, doesn't like Dot at first, until Dot discovers that Nina's father is molesting her. Nina then discovers something about Dot and confides in her. It was ok, plot line could have been good with some more work and character development, ending was weak. I'd give it 2.5 stars. We have two more to watch. Probably will not get to them tonight because we are going to the gym.

Quote o' d Day

"I can't believe in what I've seen

I been forsaken. I been deceived

Cast aside and left behind

I can't believe my own eyes."

Jonny Lang Leaving to Stay - Wander This World

Lunch...

Wow, we had a great time at lunch today. Unnamed g/f is off today, and I had a two hour lunch. So she bought me lunch. We had chinese for lunch. Then we went and cashed my paycheck and picked up a DVR for our bedroom. Then we went over and looked in Old Navy because I need pants in the worst way. So we saw some that we like and will probably go back and get them this weekend. We went walked down hand-in-hand to get ice cream-its 70 degrees here, sunny, and gorgeous-then we went and looked in the pet store. We had such a nice lunch together!

Tonight we are going to the gym together. After that we are getting pizza and a movie. We talked this morning. She has so much on her mind. I am trying to hard to be understanding of that and she is trying to not get so upset all the time. We are going to make it. I told her, "I just don't want to be the couple that fights all the time." She said, "Me neither, I won't do it." I told her that I didn't like the way she said that. She said, "I'm not leaving you. Breaking up it not an option. We will go to counceling together, but we are not breaking up." That made me feel so much better. I love her so much, and I need her so much. I have never been more happy with someone. I mean, I know we have been fighting, but that doesn't mean that I want to be without her. I would rather be with her and fighting than be without her. I know that sounds weird, but its how I feel, and nobody has to live with how I feel except me and my baby.

Quote o' D Day

"I'll call you up when my bottles dry...

and I'm on my way to crash and burn."

Sheryl Crow Crash and Burn Globe Sessions

Didn't Use to Be Like This...

I have so many questions. Why are we fighting so much? It didn't use to be like this. Why is she so moody? Why do I appologize when I have done nothing wrong? Why am I so emotional lately. I am so sick of crying. I cry until my head and throat hurt. Why can't we stop hurting each other? It didn't use to be like this. Does she still love me? Does she want to be with me still? Is she going to get sick of the fighting and leave me? It didn't use to be like this. Where did we go and when did we loose us? She says I light up when I see her, and that its obvious how I feel about her. God, I love her so much. I don't know what I would do without her. But, it didn't use to be like this. What do I have to do to get us back to the way we were? I just want her back. She gets mad so fast about something so small, and it scares me. I shouldn't have to walk on egg shells in my own home, should I? Tomorrow is our 11 month anniversary, and I hope we don't have a fight. I'm so afraid that we will. I don't want our anniversary to be sad. I just want us to be happy again. I want her to hold me down and tickle me, and make me laugh. I want her to lay in my arms and feel her breathing. I want to not have to hope we will have a good day. It didnt use to be like this...

Quote o' D Day

"This life gets lonely

when everybody wants something"

Pink Eventually Mizunderztood

Quote o' D Day

"look here she comes now

bow down and stare in wonder

oh how we love you

no flaws when you're pretending"

Evanescence Everybody's Fool Fallen

Quote o' d Day

"You Never Give Me Your Money.....

You only give me your funny papers."

The Beatles You Never Give Me Your Money Abbey Road

Weekend...

This weekend really can not be described with one word. Sunday was so horrible, that it just has almost completely erased the rest of the weekend from my mind. I will try to recall the events prior to Sunday:

Friday night unnamed g/f and I went out to dinner and then to unnamed bar. Because the rodeo is in town, it was pretty dead, and thankfully unnamed ex best friend was no where in site. Unnamed cool dj was there doing Kereoke, and told me that I had to sing. LoL Now, I do like to sing, especially to unnamed g/f, but that is usally in private. I have done kereoke before, but I had had a few drinks to get me ready. At this point of the night, I had only started on my second smirnoff. So, I did get up and sing Girls Lie Too by Terri Clark. I really couldn't hear myself, and in my opinion, I didn't do that well. Unnamed dj did buy me a red-headed slut though. So at least I got something out of it. So, then we went home, and started a lil something buy my ass fell asleep. Geez I felt like a dope. She understands though.

Saturday I was so upset for a long time. I don't really want to discuss why either. Moving quickly along to the next topic. Saturday evening we went grocery shopping, then out to a new Mexican place to eat. I wish I could remember the name cause its really good and really cheap. I'll post is later tonight a long with their website. It was really good. I love Mexican food, and I love trying new places.

So, Sunday was the whopper. Sunday afternoon, all though we had just woke up(it was 1pm), unnamed Aunt calls us and wants us to go over and help with the flower bed. We said we would. It was warm and sunny; a perfect day to spend outside. Now, we had every intention of getting dressed, eating breakfast, and going right over, but things didn't happen like that. We started cuddeling and kissing, and well, one thing led to another. It was pretty awesome. :) Okay, so then we got dressed, ate breakfast, and went right over-only after everyone that lives in that house had called at least one. Unnamed aunt and mom called like 2 or 3 times a peice. lol

We get over there, and everyone is out in the yard, talking, and getting along just fine. We had brought my laptop and speakers so that we could set it up in unnamed mamaw's room (which faces the flower bed) and listen to music. We hooked it up, everyone was laughing and jammin to the music; things were going great. I knew it couldn't last much longer. Unnamed g/f's mom and dad (who live with unnamed Aunt) were cleaning out and organizing the garage because their stuff is all in there. Unnamed aunt and unnamed g/f's mom started aruing about something (We are still not sure what). It turned from an arguement into a screaming and swearing match-keeping in mind unnamed g/f's cousin is there and she is 5--and noone would just shut up. Then unnamed g/f and her brother both started trying to get unnamed mom to be quiet because unnamed aunt had shut up. I swear I thought someone was going to call the cops. I'm really not concerned why the fight even started who was right or who was wrong. Unnamed g/f's mom is not mad at unnamed g/f though because she says she has choosed unnamed Aunt's side over her's. She was not choosing sides. She was just trying to get them to be quiet. So, now the money that unnamed mom was going to give us towards our light bill and towards groceries, is no longer available. We are, apparently, going to act like 5-year olds. I'm sorry, did I say that?

Anyway, so needless to say, I was worried about the damn light bill that is always to high as it is last night, so I didn't get to sleep until late. My stomach hurts and cramps up vey badly when I am nervous or scared. So I had a stomach ache until early this morning. I'm feeling better now. I miss unnamed g/f though. She was sending me naughty text messages this morning, and needless to say, I CAN'T WAIT to go home!!

Peacefire...

So, we (unnamed g/f and I) both decided that it is to soon for me to not wear a patch. lol I got in the car yesterday, and she says, "There are patches in the glove box." I took that as a hint and put one on. I feel much better today, and we are not fighting anymore.

Anna Nicole Smith

And, Just for the record, I am SO sick of hearing about Anna Nicole and Britney Spears!!

Drama...

Unnamed g/f and I have been arguing and fighting over little stuff lately. I'm not sure what the problem is, but I really hate it. I hate when we fight because she gets so distant and just doesnt want to hear anything I have to say. At the same time, I get quiet and nervous, and it gets hard for me to say what I am feeling. So then she has no idea what is going through my head. All I know it, I can't stand this fighting and we need to work on it. I think the problem is we are not communicating as well as we could. Also, the second reason which also bring me to the next thing I was going to write about, is that we are both trying to quit smoking and are both a little edgy and irratiable lately. I have not had a smoke since 2/15, and today I am not even wearing a patch. Unnamed g/f has had a few, but the patch is not working for her; it makes her tummy upset.

Unnamed g/f's ex best friend called me one day earlier this week or over the weekend; unnamed g/f no longer speaks with her for good reason. The only time she calls is when she has no one else to call or needs something. She is a user and she thinks she knows unnamed g/f so well, when she realy doesn't know her at all. Which is a shame because they have been friends since they were in unnamed high school together. So anyway, ex friend calls MY cell phone wanting us to go to unnamed bar with her. Well, I dont know what is wrong with her, long story short, she ended up hanging up on me pretty much. So, the point is, tomorrow unnamed g/f and I are going to unnamed bar that ex friend wanted us to go to over the weekend. I am looking forward to going out with her;I love going to the bar with her, but I am also a little nervous. If unnamed ex friend is there when we are there, there is going to be some drama that goes on for sure. Reason being, even if unnamed g/f says, "I'm not going to fight or speak with you. I am out with my g/f so please just leave me alone," unnamed ex friend is so stubborn, overbearing, and pigheaded that she will just keep pushing it until they are in a screaming match and we get thrown out. So I jus hope she is not there on Friday.

Anyway, I am going to wrap this up.

Peanut Butter & Salmonella

BTW, if you eat Peter Pan or Great Value peanut butter, read this: http://abclocal.go.com/ktrk/story?section=health&id=5036363

Breaking the Habit

So, I am trying to stop smoking. I have tried a few times with no help(IE pills, patches, gum) with no success. Unnamed g/f went out and got patches. We are both trying to quit. I have to say, I was skeptical at first. I didn't see how it was going to work because I like to smoke. After I have lunch, I LIKE to smoke. When I get in the car, I LIKE to smoke. I thought the biggest struggle would be the habit of physically smoking a cigarette. This morning I did have a smoke on the way to work. When I did get to work though, I did slip into the restroom and put the patch on my arm. It really is working much better than I thought. I have only wanted a smoke for a few minutes on my last break at work, but it was only because that was the time I normally had one. It wasn't a huge struggle though. I called my Dad and talked to him for a few minutes, and I compeletly forgot about wanting a smoke. This may sound corny, but I really don't care: I am very proud of myself. I have tried in the past with no success. I am sick of all the money I waste on smokes and smelling like smoke.

Work & Valentine's Day

Well, last night was so nice. I had to run to Walmart after work to let unnamed dog out because she had not been out all day and unnamed girlfriend asked me to let her out after work. Unnamed girlfriend's mom had picked me up from work and was going to take me to Walmart because unnamed girlfriend had the car. So, I decided just to skip stopping at the apartment because unnamed g/f was going to be home soon anyway. So I said to unnamed g/f's mom, "Lets skip stopping at the apartment because she will be home soon." So, she then tells me that no, we have to stop and let unnamed dog out. I couldn't figure out why everyone was so set on me letting the dog out, but I let it slide even though I was in a hurry.

I get home and there are baloons, flowers, candy, and a banner that says "Happy Valentines day" hanging. That was the second surprise of the day for me. She was doing a great job at making my first REAL Valentines day really awesome for me. She is so sweet. So then I run to Walmart, which was a mad house filled with last minute shoppers like myself. I got a dozen red long stemmed roses(her favorite), candy, this set of two stuffed monkeys that make kissing noises, candy, a card, and a bottle of champagne. Then we leave Walmart. By this time it is 7 and I wanted to be home by 6:30. Oh well, we are almost home, and she has called to ask when I will be home twice by now. Then we get to the intersection where we have to turn, and there is an accident. CRAP! lol So we had to go the other way which was a little bit longer, but not by a whole lot. I get home, and she has dinner all made for me. Normally, she does not cook. So, it was SO sweet that she made me dinner. The night was so nice. She really does a great job at making me happy. Sappy...I know, but its still true.

So, today at work we had to take our training final. Its closed book. We had to do a billing practical which we went over in detail two days ago. One fellow unnamed coworker was having a problem with it. So, the supervisor sitting next to her(new sup in training) looks over at unnamed coworker and proceeds to help her fix her practical. I was like, WTF!? At first I didn't say anything, but she helped her fix the entire thing. I don't care what you think about me for this, but that was not fair to the rest of us who had to do it by ourselves with no assistance from a supervisor or otherwise. So, I did pull unnamed trainer aside and said something to him. He told me that few other unnamed coworkers had said something as well. That made me feel a little bit better.

Anyway, lunch is over.

Hump Day

BTW...Happy Hump day. lol Hump day and Valentines Day all at the same time. Have fun ya'll!

Valentine's Day

Today is Valentine's Day. All of you folks who stick by the "Valentine's day is a made up holiday" creed are just bitter and jealous. I am in a relationship. What is wrong with taking a day to make your sweetie feel extra special? Why not buy candy and flowers if that will make her smile? Nothing.

This morning I woke up and there were heart shaped ballons in the kitchen, and there was a card and candy on the counter. She says there was something else on the bar that I missed. Now, I have to wait until I get home to see what it was. Its going to to drive me crazy all day.

I am just getting over being sick. I've been sick since Friday. I feel much better today, which is good, cause well, you can figure it out I am sure. lol We decided that instead of going out to dinner, which we do way to often anyway, we are going to cook something at home together, and first we are going to pick it out together. This should be interesting. I'll cook while she stands in the kitchen and sips on champaigne. That's okay though; she's so cute.

This is really my first Valentine's Day where I am with someone. So, she is trying so hard to make this day special for me, and she is doing a really great job. I can't wait to go home. I miss her so much.

New to Houston

I live in Houston, TX, but I am not from here. I am new to the city, and that is very obvious. Why, you ask? Well, I am from the north, a yankee, and my accient-that I do not hear-is apparently very thick. Secondly(and this is the big one) is that I know how to drive safely. The last word in that sentence is the key. I really believe that before the state of Texas will issue you a driver's license, you must first display the ability to make rash, thoughtless, potentially fatal, and basically stupid decisions while driving in thick Houston traffic. Until you display the ability to cause someone to spill hot coffee in their lap and fly foward chocking them selves on the seatbelt because they have just slammed on their breaks due to your decision that you absolutely must be in front of them, you may not have your license.

I am a customer account executive for an unnamed company here in town. I am in my last week of training, and I couldn't be more excited. I can't sit through "training" much longer.The trainer is a nice guy, who tries to be funny, but he is a bit on the dry side. Of coarse all of the typical stereo types are in the class-the know it all who is going to be loud and obnoxious and is never wrong; the loud mouth who never shuts up and hst o challange everybody for no perticular reason; the additude who thinks she is oweed everything, and shouldn't have to work for anything.

Me? Where do I fall in? Oh, the usual. I'm the quiet, smart one, who is funny on occasion. The one who ignores the lecture an still passes all tests with flying colors. Not a lot has changed aout me since i was in unnamed high school. I mean, sure I am not nearly as shy, and I make friends pretty easily these days. For the most part though, I am still a quiet person who would rather observe than open my mouth. To many people have cronic foot in mouth syndrome these days. No thanks, I'll pass on that.