Quote o' D day

"I know I'm young,

but if I had to choose

between her or the sun,

I'd be one nocturnal son of a gun."

Gymclass Heros Cupids Chokehold - As Cruel as School Children

American Idiot

Okay, so I know that everyother person that watches America Idol is probably going to write about this in their blog/myspace/xanga, but you know what? So am I. Let me first start by saying that I love what Simon had to offer when Ryan asked him what happened, "I don't know, they had the volume down?" I have to say that I love Simon, and he rarely has something to say that I do not agree with; I may not agree with how he says it though.

I'll start with Sanjaya. I really don't think most of the biggoted comments about him are correct at all. I think it has nothing to do with his race and everything to do with his cutie pie looks and young age. As for the other girl ( I can't remember her name, obviously) I just dont' know what happened there. She's not cute, and her voice is so nasily and twangy its gross, and I like country music. Folks, there is only one Carrie Underwood!

Weekend

This weekend was really nice and much better than last weekend for sure! Unnamed g/f and I slept in on Saturday. Then we got up and went to breakfast at Crakerbarrel. Then we were off to the mall. I needed pants so much; I had one pair that I like and are comfortable for me. So we spent a few hours at the mall; we had a lot of fun just browsing and trying on funny hats and stuff. Of coarse, she had fun making me try on clothes and seeing what she likes on me. We apparently are going to get me more clothes when we have some spare mula. That should be fun. Saturday was our 11 month anniversary; I am glad we had a good day.

Sunday, we went to see her mom who went to the hospitial on Saturday night. Nothing to serious though. So we spent a few hours there with her. Then we went and rented a few movies and got KFC for dinner. We watched The Quiet. I guess it was not to bad-although it was kind of wierd. About a young girl still in high school who's father dies, and she goes to live with friends of the family. The girl,Dot, is deaf-she is shy and keeps to herself. The daughter of the family, Nina, doesn't like Dot at first, until Dot discovers that Nina's father is molesting her. Nina then discovers something about Dot and confides in her. It was ok, plot line could have been good with some more work and character development, ending was weak. I'd give it 2.5 stars. We have two more to watch. Probably will not get to them tonight because we are going to the gym.

Quote o' d Day

"I can't believe in what I've seen

I been forsaken. I been deceived

Cast aside and left behind

I can't believe my own eyes."

Jonny Lang Leaving to Stay - Wander This World

Lunch...

Wow, we had a great time at lunch today. Unnamed g/f is off today, and I had a two hour lunch. So she bought me lunch. We had chinese for lunch. Then we went and cashed my paycheck and picked up a DVR for our bedroom. Then we went over and looked in Old Navy because I need pants in the worst way. So we saw some that we like and will probably go back and get them this weekend. We went walked down hand-in-hand to get ice cream-its 70 degrees here, sunny, and gorgeous-then we went and looked in the pet store. We had such a nice lunch together!

Tonight we are going to the gym together. After that we are getting pizza and a movie. We talked this morning. She has so much on her mind. I am trying to hard to be understanding of that and she is trying to not get so upset all the time. We are going to make it. I told her, "I just don't want to be the couple that fights all the time." She said, "Me neither, I won't do it." I told her that I didn't like the way she said that. She said, "I'm not leaving you. Breaking up it not an option. We will go to counceling together, but we are not breaking up." That made me feel so much better. I love her so much, and I need her so much. I have never been more happy with someone. I mean, I know we have been fighting, but that doesn't mean that I want to be without her. I would rather be with her and fighting than be without her. I know that sounds weird, but its how I feel, and nobody has to live with how I feel except me and my baby.

Quote o' D Day

"I'll call you up when my bottles dry...

and I'm on my way to crash and burn."

Sheryl Crow Crash and Burn Globe Sessions

Didn't Use to Be Like This...

I have so many questions. Why are we fighting so much? It didn't use to be like this. Why is she so moody? Why do I appologize when I have done nothing wrong? Why am I so emotional lately. I am so sick of crying. I cry until my head and throat hurt. Why can't we stop hurting each other? It didn't use to be like this. Does she still love me? Does she want to be with me still? Is she going to get sick of the fighting and leave me? It didn't use to be like this. Where did we go and when did we loose us? She says I light up when I see her, and that its obvious how I feel about her. God, I love her so much. I don't know what I would do without her. But, it didn't use to be like this. What do I have to do to get us back to the way we were? I just want her back. She gets mad so fast about something so small, and it scares me. I shouldn't have to walk on egg shells in my own home, should I? Tomorrow is our 11 month anniversary, and I hope we don't have a fight. I'm so afraid that we will. I don't want our anniversary to be sad. I just want us to be happy again. I want her to hold me down and tickle me, and make me laugh. I want her to lay in my arms and feel her breathing. I want to not have to hope we will have a good day. It didnt use to be like this...