Unnamed g/f and I have been arguing and fighting over little stuff lately. I'm not sure what the problem is, but I really hate it. I hate when we fight because she gets so distant and just doesnt want to hear anything I have to say. At the same time, I get quiet and nervous, and it gets hard for me to say what I am feeling. So then she has no idea what is going through my head. All I know it, I can't stand this fighting and we need to work on it. I think the problem is we are not communicating as well as we could. Also, the second reason which also bring me to the next thing I was going to write about, is that we are both trying to quit smoking and are both a little edgy and irratiable lately. I have not had a smoke since 2/15, and today I am not even wearing a patch. Unnamed g/f has had a few, but the patch is not working for her; it makes her tummy upset.
Unnamed g/f's ex best friend called me one day earlier this week or over the weekend; unnamed g/f no longer speaks with her for good reason. The only time she calls is when she has no one else to call or needs something. She is a user and she thinks she knows unnamed g/f so well, when she realy doesn't know her at all. Which is a shame because they have been friends since they were in unnamed high school together. So anyway, ex friend calls MY cell phone wanting us to go to unnamed bar with her. Well, I dont know what is wrong with her, long story short, she ended up hanging up on me pretty much. So, the point is, tomorrow unnamed g/f and I are going to unnamed bar that ex friend wanted us to go to over the weekend. I am looking forward to going out with her;I love going to the bar with her, but I am also a little nervous. If unnamed ex friend is there when we are there, there is going to be some drama that goes on for sure. Reason being, even if unnamed g/f says, "I'm not going to fight or speak with you. I am out with my g/f so please just leave me alone," unnamed ex friend is so stubborn, overbearing, and pigheaded that she will just keep pushing it until they are in a screaming match and we get thrown out. So I jus hope she is not there on Friday.
Anyway, I am going to wrap this up.
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